hi i'm panta. send me questions or requests about characters from hit game ai the somnium files and also my completely original fan character for it kuruto ryuki. man i hope they make a sequel one day
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anon · 4d
Who is ur fave dunmeshi character?
very close tie between marcille and thistle, looser tie between 80% of the cast . it is simply a good manga
anon · 16d
Okokok hear m out tho
Saito giving ryuki really really dark (like painful bro should get them checked out) marks on his neck so Saito can show off to date
as stated: this is on the list of "things i draw once every few months and then just never post because i didn't feel like it and no-one asked" but someone has asked so here i am drawing it again!
anon · 26d
How do you think tama would think about that scenario with ryuki basically being their object? Does she know? Is she trying to fight it?
in my head tama being present for ryuki being threatened into things (by a criminal who is not and has never been kaname date) is like
ryuki, mentally: i hate this i hate you fuck you get off me i hate you i am a police officer get off me
tama: ryuki :( i'm so sor-
ryuki: please god don't look at me i'm disgusting for doing this i should die
so... silent warm regard and cosmic guilt while ryuki tries his best to dissociate through the floor, mainly.
anon · 27d
So what ur saying at the end of the last question is that Uru should teach Saito how to drug ryuki via tama and also have tama rigged to explode
yes, also, i'm saying there is nothing more attractive than the idea of third-wheeling in the sense that a toy two children are fighting over on a playground is a "third-wheel". watching them bring up private arguments with no discretion or context, being talked around and over even when the conversation is about you, because it's about you as an object, not as a participant. deeply sexual. and if there's an object with control over something hooked directly into your brain, are you anything more than that object at that point? Deeply Sexual. what who said that i'm normal
anon · 27d
umm how do you think saito would treat iris if they were to meet (like, not in context of him trying to get his body back and actively about to kill her bc of that) ?
they can be besties (incredibly begrudging older brother & Does She Know) if you believe. believe in iris and her manic pinkie pie dream girl swag. when i say this i say it in the same way i say "they're so in love and boyfriends and married" about ryusaito -- it's about framing and how close the camera is zoomed in. saito "has never gotten over anything in his life" sejima. iris "walking corpse of her bio mom" sagan. but where saito hates manaka, So is haunted by her. and what is saito behaviour if not putting up with shit to harm the object of his animosity. so... i think they can be besties :)
anon · 29d
OKOKOK I HAVE NEW ISEA
Saito and Uru partnering up to destroy their (least)favorite twink
something about the phrasing here put the lucahjin eiffel tower meme into my head and i would be remiss to not share that. anyway. i have -- hold on i just remembered there's a fic where saito acknowledges ryuki's existence that i never saved because it isn't tagged as ryuki so i didn't get it downloading everything in the 'tagged with sejima saito, ryuki kuruto' search results -- okay we're good now. I Have Thoughts. about Uru. you're getting a full writing breakdown spiel because i'm a "this porn doesn't have enough accurate character psychoanalysis to get me off" guy you should know this by now.
Uru is my number one Guy I Really Really Want To Like. there is something deeply compelling to me about his problems and the way he could mirror with Saito (Saito's birthday being march 1st and Uru being a leap day baby is kind of everything) but the plot he's central to is Bad and the game he's in is really really trying to convince you that you don't really need to play the first game before this one (but if you did: play this one too! it's got the guy you liked from the first game doing the funny porno mag joke! please give us money!) so all you're left with is a big abscess in the center of the plot where the Sejima Family Situation decidedly isn't but they're still pointing to it going eh? eh? and you're like So was on screen for 30 seconds in a pokemon go joke somnium why are you saying the main villain was related to him and they're like nooo like the guy from the first game! you played that one! and you're like Okay why did we not talk about literally anything about Saito or Iris or Hitomi or So in this game if that whole thing was going to be relevant. i can see the big hole where you wrote around it. why are you pointing to the hole now. and they're like well! some people haven't played the first game! in practice it's just ridiculous and ruins So for no reason. giving the game credit for anything you decide to make up about the narrative relations here is a little sad, i think. and i don't like putting time into Fixing AINI when i could simply be making Ryuki and Saito make out sloppy style instead. ... but i really want to like Uru! there are many beautiful visions from people who did decide to put together the narrative relations themselves (including worldformula, one of four people to whom i owe my life) and i am so compelled by the horrible horrible sibling relationship he could have with Saito. it could be so bad. and i love to put a third guy in the middle of two guys with horrible complicated beef (shocking thing to hear from tumblr/twitter user ryusaidate).................. but i don't want to work out the logistics of that.
now that i'm done 'i care about the plot i'm not just a stupid fujoshi who only consumes media to ship things' virtue signaling (JOKE), aummmm i think the umm. you know. the part where. uru sets up the thing to remotely have control over ryuki's aiball to blow it up or whatever. and the umm. the. the. you know how they can. electric shock you and put drugs directly into your system. i think that.saito should get to. uhmgnhhh. ghh.hg..,fkgnh (thought about two guys fighting over a remote control for your brain) i think i hauve tc-perge
anon · 27d
Do you think Saito would ever mention Yukuto?
strictly implied (because the name isn't technically canon until it appears in a game and i'd hate to ruin my perfectly canon compliant writing in such a manner. heheh.)
anon · 1mo
PANTAAA GIVE ME MORE RYUSAITO AND MY LIFE IS YOURS/ref
i will i've been drawing them a bunch i'm just shy!!! not posting is the easiest thing in the world if you want the completely average fujobait you have to ask for it. and here you are asking for it! so i will clean up some sketches for you.
anon · 1mo
Rarararararara Saito killing ryuki n eating his heart (it’s aalmost 2am I should eep)
snbfjgdkrtgh oh my god. there is still this post from last october but i did also start drawing pretty much exactly this thing again yesterday (this is why i made the haystacks tweet) anon you are so psync compatible with me right now
anon · 2mo
I've always known you as someone who ships saito and ryuki and are super insane about it for over a year.
I only recently stumbled upon ur main acc on accident, cuz ur art style was so familiar www
:3 enjoy the actually good art. when i post it. which is looking like not anytime soon hyperfixation is beating my ass worse than ever
anon · 2mo
Do you have anything else from October that you didn’t post?
well i made sketches for every single day in advance but without obligation i would have thrown out like 2/3rds of them, including ones i already posted. this may be shocking to some but the bar for what i post (unless someone directly asks) is very high. the embarrassment and such.
anon · 2mo
Shoot yourself freak
mmngfgh... y-you can do better than that, right? i mean 'freak' as the lone justification is pretty blatantly right-wing, you know? and it is always going to be that at its core, but what is poetry without the framing and the metaphors?
anon · 2mo
You’ve been cooking recently keep it up!
^_^ thank you....... i will. i will.......
anon · 3mo
Oh the bit about date being upset in such a weird way is just perfect he’s watching a flaming car accident and it’s only getting worse by the day
yeah <3 taking almost everything away from him in the span of a few days and then putting him in a box where he has to sit and watch every bit of his identity and every remaining good thing in his life slowly get dismantled. if that isn't gay sex idk what is.
anon · 3mo
Do you think Saito likes to flaunt his relationship with ryuki to puss Date off
(insert tumblr flame text typo meme) yes but it's important that none of the emotions date feels about it are any of the normal ones. "jealousy" is not even in the room.
kaname "guy who leaves" date. kaname "i am not what you need" date. you know how it is. twink coworker you had a weird gay thing with is now having a different, visibly abusive weird gay thing with The Worst Guy You Know and he thinks that's you. oh, god, he loves you. kaname "animal husbandry videos" date.
i think i had a drawing i was going to do for october before i died........ i need to go back through the sketches and finish some of those methinks