Red my brain and Purple my eyes. Speak your thoughts.

Lovely soul · 2mo

How do you cope with loneliness?

This might be too hard to answer that I left it here for twenty-nine days. I don't know how to answer this since I struggled with it most and almost every day now.

ryū · 1mo

Lovely soul · 1mo

What if your favorite writer decided to stop writing?

That would be harder than a break up. Since it means not only my I lost my favorite work but also I lost my favorite writer's dream. I think it goes the same for my favorite artist in music or art in general.

But if they stop for their own health and well being, I will respect their decision.

ryū · 1mo

Lovely soul · 2mo

Are you okay?

I am not okay, I am sorry. I hope it will be better. I am trying.

ryū · 2mo

Lovely soul · 3mo

What would you say to someone who doesn't get those sparks for their own life, their own hobbies, and their own jobs?

Survive. At times like this, the inevitable negative thoughts and depression, survive just another day, tell yourself the same tomorrow and survive one more day.

People often make it seems like you have to big dramatic changes in order to get back up with your life. But sometimes all you have to do is survive another day, try to make a simple walk around the house, doing your laundry or clean your room, letting a sun through a bit to your skin and breath in to your favorite foods. Those little things, every tools you can find to survive.

One of those days you will encounter the moment you never know will come into your life. You doubt it, but you in the future knows better. So survive until the day comes when you know the answer to your own current questions.

ryū · 3mo

Lovely soul · 4mo

And if I try to make myself prettier. Would you notice it?

I will.

ryū · 3mo

Lovely soul · 4mo

What would you do if effort doesn't make things work? What would you do if effort doesn't make you attractive or interesting to be with?

Similar with the question I answered before. I think effort and hardwork is good, but it's better to know where and how much you put your effort to, understanding your value is the way to know it better. When you understand, you will know when, where and how much effort you could use just enough into something or someone. Then, you will be very attractive, in my opinion.

ryū · 3mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

What do you think of the line: 'Hardworking doesn't make you attractive'?

I have answered something similar before. Here is the link: https://retrospring.net/@ryuagon/a/112290265274547946

In the context of hardworking and attractive, it's all back to the person interests, I think. There will be some that will attracted to you even if you do some bare minimum and some that will not get attracted at all even if you work your hardest.

Personally I think that hardwork is attractive. But knowing their own value and how to put their hardwork with the right amount and place is even more attractive.

ryū · 3mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

Is it okay if somehow you're alive in Love Wins All inside my head? I can't stop thinking about you when I am listening to this song.

Thank you for keeping me safe in a song that I also respect and love with all of my heart. I hope the feeling is good when you listen to the song and a glimpse of me comes with it as a memory.

ryū · 3mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

Kapan kamu sadar bahwa kamu tidak untuk semua orang, tidak semua orang untuk kamu? Dalam artian apa saja, ya.

I have always already know this in theory. But perhaps the realization actually hits when I saw someone who I used to love with all of my heart is now happier with a brighter smile plastered when they are with someone else. While I have tried my best and hardest to make it work out between us, but it just doesn't mean to be. That's when I fully understand those words.

ryū · 3mo

Lovely soul · 3mo

What do you think about a he talent who later add she as their persona? Would you mind about that? The context is just in case it's your fav t

I will love him the same. Not because I found it exciting, but the fact that he decide to do things he wanted and what has been on his mind for so long. I will love what they love to do.

ryū · 3mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

Cheer me up, please? There's a tight deadline ahead of this sender, and the sender don't think he can keep up with those hustle taks. But perhaps, one or three words help. Especially for you. So, please?

I once talk about how yellow flowers are tend to have negative meaning and rumors following around them.

But there is one yellow flower that I always admire for it's endless positivity. Sunflowers. There is nothing considered as bad in sunflower. They grow from a seed, straight up tall, big blooms and always face towards the sun. There is no way to change the way they are.

They focus on themselves, have a clear goal and they have big ambitions. I think there is no other flower that could represent both strength and positivity but also stubborn at the same time.

So if you are fighting against the tight deadline, let me give you the power of Sunflower. I wish you will be able to win against them. I know you will. And when it's over, I am sending you my best hug. Because you are doing so well, Mr. Sunflower. 🌻

ryū · 5mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

What will you do when you're on the edge of giving up?

There must be a reason why someone is about to give up. Personally I think giving up is harder than starting something from zero.

If it was me, I will take my time to really think it through, why do I start this? What am I doing this for? Then I will consider the damage it has take this far, and maybe if it's really bound to end after all, I will give it another one last try so I will not have any regrets when I finally giving it up.

ryū · 5mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

Are you eating well?

I am eating well, really well. So you should be eating well too, yeah, Lovely soul?

ryū · 5mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

What will you do if you miss someone besides writing something?

Come to that person if it's not a crime, or leave a message where they can see it. I prefer for that someone to know that I miss them rather than keep it for myself.

ryū · 5mo

Lovely soul · 5mo

You definitely suit jimin better!

Really? I am happy to hear that, but I will use whichever I feel like in the moment. For example, now is Namjoon. But thank you for saying that, sender.