hala owemji, okay naman me, kakatapos lang ng exams and thank god halos naipasa ko naman lahat, wag na tanungin ang math dahil lagapak ako don hshshs, pero yun I'm alive and kicking naman and siguro mga next week or from wednesday this week magiging active na ko ulit or mapo-post na ulit me aus who knows.

if you're feeling down lately, no one's rushing you to get it all back together right away. if napapagod ka, go on and rest, it's okay to pause for a while after going on for far too long. pahinga ka lang muna, when you feel like everything is getting better and lifted off your shoulder, dun ka na bumawi. but there's no one rushing you into something you're not capable of just yet, remember that.

well, I just wanna say, and I say this to everyone na nag ra-rant sakin, but whatever you're feeling is valid, don't ever think na hindi kase you're just a being, you feel. It's valid kasi it is true na you guys were a team yet you feel left out, they bond well samantalang Ikaw, you're just there and that's now how it's supposed to be. feeling that way isn't wrong, accepting that you're feeling that way is not wrong either. just go on, damdamin mo muna.

I don't know you personally to come into a conclusion as to why this a and b got closed that fast and you didn't, all I know is whatever this is that is happening, it gets to you because it's serious, it's something personal and I guess it gives me quite an idea of what kind of a person you are. you care.

about the winnings/rankings, again, I don't know you, so as a and b. but them (b) winning or placing on these events all three of you participated and did well to, is impressive of them, syempre di ko sya kinakampihan, because to people that don't know what's happening b is impressive that way. but again, you know that it's okay to feel disappointed, to yourself or to whatever you're feeling disappointed at, kung feeling mo mas deserve mo o ni a yung award, that's ok! kung feeling mo may mali, that's ok too. that's not being ambitious or how other people address it kase Ikaw mismo sa sarili mo ang may alam nyan, kung sinasabi mo lang ba yon out of contempt or you're actually feeling that way.

all in all, anon, just let it all go. if you feel like crying, do so. ilabas mo lang lahat, it's ok to not be ok nga daw diba. if this is not what you wanted to hear orwhat you wanted me to say sorry na agad HAHAHAHAHA but yeah, it'll be ok.

haiii pooo, hope you're having enough rest despite being busy. there's only been a few updates since until now di ko pa tapos yung bday special ni hao 🤦🏻‍♀️ and one twt lang hshs.

oohh interesting plot hshs it's giving stranger with memories (not really) na hindi malalim lol am I even making any sense.

as of my wellbeing, keri naman, walang choice eh, pagod sa mga need intindihin and responsibilities ganyan pero yes I still do find things fun and keep myself entertained. it's okay to get tired naman sometimes, especially kung sabay sabay na masyado and you can't seem to keep up anymore, but being tired doesn't mean you have to stop, just pause for a while tapos palag na ulit! good luck sayo and I'm wishing you all the best hshshs.