hi there! i'm the menfess sender you replied to, sorry for reaching you here instead but i hope this message finds you well. just wanna say thank you and i'm very touched for the offer, but i will be frank with you... i'm in a spot where i am afraid to take in new people and new friends. i am not lonely, i have a couple of friends with me that loves me, so please be reassured, but really... it should be different, shouldn't it? i mean, crushes and friends, FWA and just mutuals, they're supposed to be different. that menfess was sent bc i felt lonely on the romantic side, since yes nothing has ever worked for me, multiple times i have been backstabbed by people i had romantic feelings for. that menfess was for me to accept things the way it is and say good bye to the current pain i'm feeling.

i hope you don't think that i don't trust you. maybe i don't yet, but i really appreciate the consideration from the bottom of my heart. you are a good person. i hope what you said is true, someone will come for me someday. thank you for listening to me, sorry for reaching you here instead. take care, stranger <3 much love

knock knock, is this the most bravest people of all? halo kak alen! aku harap hari kakak akan selalu diwarnai dengan warna kebahagiaan, dan jika tidak aku harap bunga akan kembali mekar di hari selanjutnya. (kalau kakak butuh jasa buat jagain bunganya, aku bersedia). terima kasih banyak sudah hidup hari ini, terima kasih banyak telah jadi alasanku tersenyum hari ini, terima kasih banyak untuk jadi diri kakak sendiri. jangan lupa ucapkan terima kasih ke diri kakak sendiri. jika butuh tempat bicara, panggil namaku tiga kali dan aku akan muncul di pesan kakak yang sangat hebat dan membanggakan ini! <3 sampai jumpa di pesan selanjutnya, kak alenl. {big hug} —ray.