mb · 5mo
this is going to sound like it came out of fucking nowhere and it kinda did (unfortunately that’s how my brain works) BUT in “endearment” there’s a line about how the hardest reigen ever cried in his life was having sex with mob or something and i have always wondered what’s the hc behind that?? it made me so curious LOL
i promise other lines you’ve written stick with me this much too 😂
aahh thank you for asking this mb :’’) !! i’m so touched to learn that you were curious about it ;-; <3 i remember this line but had to go back to get the exact wording right hahaha…it was about how reigen cried the hardest in his life the second time he and mob ever had sex, even though he usually doesn’t cry during sex…
i think in this universe (as in many others hahaha), i imagined reigen being extremely anxious and tense leading up to their first time…so when the time finally comes, he kind of copes with these feelings by focusing entirely on mob and mob’s comfort and mob’s pleasure while sidelining his own sensations. obviously he enjoys himself too HAHA, but i imagine he holds a lot of himself back
but then during their second time, he starts to think that maybe it might be okay for him to let go just a little bit more…but the sensations and emotions quickly overwhelm him and he ends up just completely breaking down :’’) not in a bad way—he just loves mob so much…he can’t believe how good mob feels and that he gets to do this with him…he never ever thought it would happen, and he’s so unimaginably happy and grateful and guilty and exhilarated and in love…and it’s just too much hahaha. i’m imagining full-on body-wracking sobs hhkldksjh…and mob just holds him through it :’’) reigen is probably so embarrassed afterward hahaha. and completely in awe of mob’s love for him :’’’)
