so i do have synaesthesia but apparently not the kind that lets you perceive the color of your own body of fanwork hahaha…so i would love for someone else to answer this for me adkdlkjd :’’D i’m just not really sure what the overall vibe of my writing is or if there even is an overall vibe haha? it would be easier to associate each of my separate fics with a different color or palette…but AHH OKAY this is fun so i’ll try. okay

i don’t think i can choose a single color, but maybe…shadowy colors, grays and blacks and dark blues…a glint of some kind of shiny white, or of red…and. some kind of misty pink…sometimes…

aaahhh this was so difficult and fun to think about and i’m definitely going to keep thinking about it ! thank you so much for asking anon <3 ive loved reading others’ answers too

aahh thank you for asking this mb :’’) !! i’m so touched to learn that you were curious about it ;-; <3 i remember this line but had to go back to get the exact wording right hahaha…it was about how reigen cried the hardest in his life the second time he and mob ever had sex, even though he usually doesn’t cry during sex…

i think in this universe (as in many others hahaha), i imagined reigen being extremely anxious and tense leading up to their first time…so when the time finally comes, he kind of copes with these feelings by focusing entirely on mob and mob’s comfort and mob’s pleasure while sidelining his own sensations. obviously he enjoys himself too HAHA, but i imagine he holds a lot of himself back

but then during their second time, he starts to think that maybe it might be okay for him to let go just a little bit more…but the sensations and emotions quickly overwhelm him and he ends up just completely breaking down :’’) not in a bad way—he just loves mob so much…he can’t believe how good mob feels and that he gets to do this with him…he never ever thought it would happen, and he’s so unimaginably happy and grateful and guilty and exhilarated and in love…and it’s just too much hahaha. i’m imagining full-on body-wracking sobs hhkldksjh…and mob just holds him through it :’’) reigen is probably so embarrassed afterward hahaha. and completely in awe of mob’s love for him :’’’)

aaaaaaaaahhhhh that’s so kind of you to say :’) thank you so much for the sweet words and for the question, anon <3333

hmm…it’s so hard to choose because i feel like every fic ive posted so far has been both enjoyable AND difficult to write haha. but…i guess i was kind of surprised by how fulfilling and engaging it was to write what are currently my two darkest fics :’) so: this ritmob that i wrote for teeth, along with a reimob oneshot that i posted anonymously hahaha. they both felt sort of freeing and cathartic to write :’) (i guess my hypnosis fic is also on the darker side…but not quite on the same level ahsjfglk)

as for what was most difficult to write…maybe those same two fics HAHA

i admire parrots and all birds very much :D

and hmmm…parrot fic…parrot fic…let’s see…maybe reigen and mob go to investigate an apartment building where the residents keep hearing fluttering noises along with a creepy disembodied voice that repeats their deepest secrets over and over again…and during their investigation, reigen and mob discover that the voice actually belongs to the ghost of a parrot who used to live with an old woman in the building. the parrot would fly around and collect all the latest gossip, which she would then repeat to the old woman, who was extremely nosy haha

when this old woman passed away suddenly from a heart attack, the parrot died of grief soon after…only she can’t move on because she doesn’t want to leave without her old friend…so she just continues flying around the apartment building, searching for gossip for the old woman. also, as a spirit, the parrot can now read minds HAHA, so she finally has access to everyone’s juiciest secrets :’D and so she’s just been terrorizing everyone, following them around and reciting their secrets all over the apartment building in an attempt to find the old woman again (she probably causes a few domestic rifts this way fjshahkd)

cue the ghost parrot landing on reigen’s head during their investigation and just. nonchalantly reciting all of his most private and shameful thoughts about mob hahaha…i like to imagine him flailing at the parrot while she flaps in the air around him, almost totally unbothered, calmly repeating stuff like “i love mob. i love mob so much. mob is the first thing i think about in the morning and the last thing i think about at night. i want to spend my life with mob. i want to kiss mob. i want to fuck m—” and reigen’s just like AAAAAGHHHGAH, arms windmilling all over the place hahahaha

anyway—naturally this leads to reimob confessing their feelings and getting together :’D and then they take the ghost parrot to visit the woman’s ashes at her son’s home. the parrot finally reunites with the woman’s spirit and at last gets to spill all that piping hot tea she collected for her hahaha. and then they move on together :)) the end

hmm…i’m not sure if any of this will be surprising, but here are some vague rambling and possibly boring headcanons about reigen’s relationship with his parents hahaha…i think about this a lot, though none of my thoughts are set in stone :’D

so…most of the time i want to believe that forgetting to tell his parents about sports day that one time truly was the worst/loneliest early-ish childhood memory that reigen could come up with, just because i think that’s funny hahaha—so i usually prefer to think of him as having a pretty normal, loving relationship with his family throughout elementary school and into early middle school

however i also see his parents as being very concerned with appearances and respectability, which could make them a bit controlling/inflexible/critical when it comes to guarding their status as normal upright people…and so as reigen gets older and more independent/unconventional, maybe they try to nag and pressure him into conforming more. his failure to commit to any clubs in school despite his talents, his utter disinterest in having a respectable job despite his excellent academics, his vague desire to “be somebody”—i imagine they criticize him a lot for these things in an attempt to correct his behavior. they’re convinced that he’s smart and talented enough to succeed in a normal respectable way, so they don’t understand why he wants to mess around and squander his potential and embarrass them

naturally this ends up alienating reigen over the years. he resents that they think they can control him, that they see his life as theirs rather than as…his own sfdjdkdhsh. and he’s so unreceptive to them that at some point i guess they just kind of give up? though his mom worries and still sends the occasional email trying to reel him back in

i kind of like this because it contrasts a bit with mob’s parents, who are on the more laid-back/inattentive side haha? also i feel like it would add another layer to the separation arc…like when reigen finally realizes how much he’s been trying to control mob and prevent him from making his own choices, there would be this element of, “oh shit. i’m just like them” on top of everything else…

i feel like i’m still kind of learning that hahaha, because sometimes the material i enjoy writing the most in practice ends up being different from what i expected? so i’m still not 100% sure, though we’ll see if some patterns emerge eventually...however ! i definitely know which scenes i spend the most time fantasizing about writing haha. they often have to do with…desire and guilt and/or fear, and how guilt and/or fear can heighten desire…i also like thinking about plain old romantic longing and how to navigate the moments leading up to its fulfillment…and also. smut :’}

as for kinks in my writing, im interested in stuff that intensifies power imbalances and adds to the dom/sub aspects of a scene, whether subtly or not-so-subtly :} although i often like it best when there are also some slight twists/subversions to complicate those dynamics/make them weirder somehow? it’s usually less engaging to me if things are too straightforward…aahh i’ll have to try articulating this more clearly someday hahahaha