yes!! well. to be exact i was/am writing Multiple fics actually, there's quite a few wips of thousands of words just sitting pretty in my gdocs! i just feel a lot less confident in my writing than in my drawing and so it very much comes in waves to me... currently i feel a lot of anxiety about writing bc it's not turning out the way i'd like it to, and my perfectionism is making it hard to push through and just finish it. i'm also not feeling too great in general lately and that makes it even more difficult to do scary things when i can also hide in the safety of my comfort art :')

i really do want to finish the piercer mnho fic though (bc its like almost 18k and i mostly need to finish writing the smut at this point; it would feel like a huge waste not to finish it)! and honestly i want to finish most of my other wips too, i've had plenty of time to think about them and share brainworms about them with my friends, so i do feel quite attached to some of them!! honestly if anyone has any like. tips for how to just Start Writing again and also not feel too insecure about not doing everything perfectly i'd love to hear them sdjfkdsh but yeah. i'm really sorry for teasing about things i'm writing so often and then not following through! i know i don't technically owe anyone my writing but. i do feel bad nonetheless, bc i'd really like to be able to just follow through more consistently :')