wanting to draw smut, yes! actually drawing smut (but also anything at all, in general), barely 😔 wanting to post… undecided!

i’ll put it this way: if i’d for sure want to post smut, i’d be posting smut :)

most of the smutty things i’ve drawn in the past months have only been shared in small group chats or servers bc i’ve been feeling self-conscious/vulnerable about it, so i’m just working up to it in my own pace. i don’t think i’ll Never post anything smutty again, but let’s just say that if you find yourself following me just bc you’re waiting for me to post that, i don’t think that would make either of us happy atm 🥲 not saying that’s what you were implying! but just in case anyone reading this is, i wanted to put that out there.

ooooo fun question thank you❤️❤️ i love working with many different mediums, as long as they’re buildable! i think only watercolor and ink are the mediums i struggle with bc of their unpredictability and the way i cant layer lighter colors on too of darker colors.. it either means i need to plan very well or let go of my need for control and both are not things i enjoy very much in my artistic process :’)) but layering them with other mediums can be fun, i’m very fond of using multiple mediums in one work anyway!!

i think i mostly love working with paint; i have mainly used acrylic, acrylic gouache and normal gouache, and i feel pretty comfy with those. i love working with fun colors and i love the coverage they can give. ive tried oil paints two times and it was lovely but very different, but i cant use them in my own apartment bc i dont have the ventilation for it! the times i tried them were at my friend’s house :)

another favorite of mine is using black pen. i often hate doing digital lineart bc ive never gotten the hang of it, but i love doing linework and hatchwork and texturing with pen on paper!! i find it so satisfying and fun!!

i’ve also worked with different types of chalks, colored pencils, alcohol based markers, and i love doing collages and just using paper scraps as my medium too.

one medium i’d love to get into more is acrylic markers!! i have a few and theyre great for final details and accents, but id love to get a proper collection going with lots of colors, preferably with brush nibs to get more control over line thickness… im hoping to get some for my birthday in two weeks hehe 🥹

thanks again for asking!! what kind of mediums do YOU like (either to work with or look at)? ❤️

i'm sorry anon, unfortunately looking at some of my old art makes me want to delete it instantly (it has happened a few times already over the past months tbh), so i don't like keeping a neat lil compilation of it all pinned to my profile 😭

i'm not trying to say my old art is objectively bad or anything btw, but due to a lot of insecurities and a nice heaping of crippling perfectionism, i get very self-conscious from just about everything i ever do or say once it's been a few months since i put it out there. change and growth is cool and good but my brain is always trying to convince me that other people will see my old stuff and not realize it's old, and judge me for it, somehow. it's very silly!! but even though i know it's silly, i can't get the alarm sirens in my head to stop going off.

it usually takes a couple of years before i come back around and can appreciate where i was at the time compared to where i am now without cringing and feeling weird about it :') the distance makes me feel less vulnerable, i think.

so yeah, i prefer to just let my old art float around and let other people hunt it for sport... although i have to say, if you browse my media tab on desktop, it's pretty easy to scroll through it! apart from my recent indulgence in a lot of bingo cards, i usually don't post all that many images that aren't my own art. i sometimes even go back and delete media that isn't art just to make browsing the tab easier for other people- it's kind of my compromise for not having a pinned thread.

i hope that kinda clears things up for you a bit!