hi there!! i have in fact made quite a lot of nsfw drawings! however it's been quite a while since the last one, so it makes sense that you haven't come across it easily... i think the last explicit one was in march of this year. i am currently working on a semi nsfw piece with a collection of jsngs tho! (i posted a wip of it a while back and if you look closely you can perhaps spot what i mean)

there's a few reasons why i've drawn less nsfw this year than the year before. one of them is that my account has grown quite a lot, and being perceived by so many eyes has made me a little more self-conscious when i post explicit stuff. it's somehow kind of scary to post dick and balls when twt shows you the exact amount of views on your posts :"))

this ties in with another reason, which is that my style is usually quite realistic, and i feel like i've been getting better at making the members look like themselves over the past years as well. i know drawing nsfw art of real people in general already crosses boundaries for many, but when i draw very realistic explicit porn based on real people i, too, feel like i might genuinely be crossing the line a bit. ideally i'd like to draw them a bit more stylized when i make explicit nsfw art, so that it feels more like the character art i'm intending it to be, i guess? but stylization is hard for me so it hasn't been happening :') i don't know if i'm explaining this very well... i also feel like i'm a lot stricter with myself than with others because i've barely ever looked at other people's nsfw art and gone "wow this is going way too far". i just overthink my own choices and creations a lot!

finally, i think another big reason is that i simply haven't been feeling very comfortable with making explicit art on a personal level this past year. i've recently had a lot of struggles with intimacy due to some past traumas coming back to haunt me, and while i still enjoy consuming nsfw art and fic, creation and sharing my own creations is a much more vulnerable process for me, and so it hasn't been as easy to do. i have made a few attempts/sketches but those have only been shared with friends so far. still, i don't think i'll never post nsfw art again! i just needed a lil break, mostly.

i hope that answers your question!! don't worry, i wasn't uncomfortable and i appreciate how polite you were :)