omg hi!! woah you came from reading moon bleached bird... thank you so much for reading and loving my baby :') i'm glad my little fic can touch part of your heart, it makes me so, so happy. and yes, to be honest, while i was writing moon bleached bird, i knew i want a happy ending for them, but i couldn't believe i could write it. i think you sensed that, the unsurety, the question of, "will it really get better?" because i also question that throughout the writing of this fic. originally, the plot i had in mind was for jisung to run away from seungmin and disappeared, because i thought, seungmin doesn't deserve to wait this long for someone who couldn't give him any surety. this will all end up in pain and seungmin shouldn't stay for so long, he shouldn't be so stubborn. i think, in my mind, it was also what jisung would want. but as i wrote it, i began to wonder, if i were in seungmin's shoes, i think i would /never/ let jisung go. and so i abandoned the unhappy ending and went with where the characters guide me, i guess? just going with the flow. it ended up being like this. i think the ending is a bit abrupt, but sometimes light crashes into our dark world in a very unexpected time, so suddenly, without warning. and then we realise, ah, it does get better. it won't always be at the best, and sometimes the better will become worse again, but not sorrow won't last forever unless you cling stubbornly onto them. i think, recently, that's how i ended up viewing moon bleached bird. sorry for rambling, hahaha... thank you so much once again for enjoying this little fic! i hope the world is being kind to you, anon <3