it’s wonderful!!! tbh having met her makes me miss her so much in each passing days but it’s not that bad. i do miss having her within hand reach so i can hug her and hold her hand and just, being in the same space together, but it’s okay. i’m happy, i think i haven’t been this happy and in love with living for a while. it’s nice. i’m grateful she let me annoy her everyday with all my random messages and it’s still surreal to me that she let me be a part of her life like this. so yeah, i’m very happy. you shouldn’t have asked me about this btw i will yap and yap and never know how to stop (/j /lh)