so many people who pay so much money just to see him, to even speak to him, even if they’re not allowed to touch him (even if he’d want it). everyone watching him and dressing him as they please and tittering when they can see the waistband of his boxers showing above his jeans, cameras flashing capturing moments that would be more voyeuristic if every single movement wasn’t calculated and intentional no matter how casual he attempts to make it seem. smiling at him telling them that they love him, that he’s so good, so pretty and handsome, that he’s so talented, asking him to tell them he loves them and getting to fulfill people’s fantasies (which is his own personal fantasy). like yeah i would not be surprised if he was half hard under that table half the time. condom so you can’t tell how much he’s been leaking is so 😵‍💫 shifting around him as he goes soft and gets hard over and over and feeling how much of his arousal is accumulating as he shifts in his seat. god. let me get under that table.