do you ever get random delusional/parasocial thoughts about your ults? i don't why but everytime im on the subway omw to work i always think about zb1 coming to america and me going to their concert and then gw falls in love with me and I drag him to the swamps of bolivia to live forever with me as my puppy and he doesn't have to work or go to school and is dependent of me for everything, im a perfectly functional member of society btw