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I have a question in regards of your fic, feeling like a spider in a cage.
Tyvn was the first student whom bg addressed as his bf right? Why is that? And in the latest chapter yj said that he almost had anal sex with him, but that didn't happen (thank goodness) so why did he let go of his other students but tortured tyvn more? Did he see something in him? I'm just curious btw
ive always thought of how far he went with students as a … play it by ear sort of situation? like, for example, beomgyu already had this initial connection to taehyun through his sister and taehyun became immediately enthralled by beomgyu and the attention he was receiving from him. beomgyu was essentially, in yeonjun vs taehyun, picking up different vibes??? like, yeonjun did nooot see anything seriously happening with beomgyu. he had a tiny crush on him but up until he was being assaulted by him, yeonjun never considered that as a possibility so if beomgyu was flirting with him yeonjun was not picking that up - whereas taehyun was immediately picking up that beomgyu ‘liked’ him, ie he was more receptive to the flirting and that essentially made beomgyu more comfortable at the pace they moved at and how far they went. if there was too much effort, so to speak, and beomgyu found himself putting in too much energy into the student he would move on. like when yeonjun began to fight him on it and cry when he tried to convince him to have anal sex with him, he gave up with pushing yeonjun and went on to just force him to give him what they were already ‘comfortable’ with. taehyun did not fight or fly, he always froze. obviously, that in no way makes it taehyun’s fault, it just unfortunately created an environment in which beomgyu felt more confident and comfortable in continuing to assault him even when he did try to fight back, beomgyu was easily able to overpower him and taehyun’s dissociation during the assaults made it so he wasn’t trying to cry for help or anything like that.
this happened over the years with different students too. while the other students testimonies (and of course the stories of the other students who never came forward) beomgyu’s grooming and abuse of them all varied from being in a ‘relationship’ with him, such as taehyun, or molestation, like yeonjun, or never reaching anything physical / minimally physical. its not so much that taehyun (or anything of the students beomgyu went this far with) was special but it was just everything in his life lining up in a way that made it seem like beomgyu was an actual option for taehyun. everything with taehyun could have just as easily been so different if even one little thing changed.
I think I answered your question???
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