tysm!! I felt I was doing a little too much leaving a changbin bible in your retro spring KJFSKKSDFKD ok I had to look up some of these:

felix one I realized it I mixed it up: changbin mentioning felix complimenting him gave him confidence https://youtu.be/FQ4s13IS0J0?si=Vq9__dP7GH815rMT&t=353
changbin talking about felix being obsessed with him, one sided love, ‘I feel I’m being loved by someone’ https://youtu.be/ZvarD94F9WY?si=gmH8FO1_XO1mWdQi&t=388 (I still felt he said the in love with but I can’t find it so)

the chan one is in this video: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMhDBtycJ/

Friend piercing: https://x.com/seojpg/status/1712067745670721605?s=46

Tattoo artist: https://x.com/namtwoseok/status/1703714647738564756?s=46

And the last part he’s talked about being suicidal (streetlight), https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GjZtBYFyWqE him talking about the song and other similar mentions:
https://www.tiktok.com/@binnielogy/video/7357811153403252001

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMhDSJ4t7/ (side note looking this up made me want to kms ‘don’t stay alone’ and hyunjin saying changbin doesn’t like to be in a crowd but doesn’t want to be alone either:((((((((

I think it was around the time the hyunibini video was filmed bc he mentions being stressed and not knowing how to handle it and that he felt he hadn’t accomplished anything and hyunjin says in the video the guys felt he was stressed and that something was bothering him and tbh this is just me speculating since that could’ve happened a little after or before but it makes sense it was around this time with his mood change.

cant believe I did a fact check over all of this😭