PLEASE GOD. PLEASE. it takes her a while to even consider but eventually she Does give it a try, even if it’s some sort of alternative version so she’s not showing so much skin in comparison. and it’s not like roland minds at all. he just wants her to be comfortable! i also think in this scenario he’d probably let her take control and do what She wants, just to let her ease into it at her own pace and control the scenario how she wants to. brother they got the pale librarian bouncing on it like they actually are rabbits in heat.