THANK YOUUUU, I FEEL BETTER NOW!! <3

Akutagawa is just so.. idk how to say it, he just resonated with me so much?? I'm already a sucker for those "edgy emo" aesthetic type of villains but his journey just.. fascinates me. from wanting to be accepted by Dazai to starting to respect Atsushi so much he's willing to make a promise with him that he won't kill a single soul for the next 6 months. he's so dear to me, the first two times that I cried in BSD were when Akutagawa revealed he has a lung disease and when he got killed by Fukuchi (yes, even Nikolai's "death' didn't make me cry but that's probably mostly because I had a hunch he'd be back anyway.. not that I didn't with Akutagawa BUT HIS MOMENT WAS SO MUCH OK)

and don't even get me started on Beast Akutagawa.. I get emotional every time I think about him..

I am so excited to see how Akutagawa's journey unfolds and his relationship with Atsushi progresses, if we ignore everything Nikolai and Fyodor related, then its probably what I'm looking forward to most in all of BSD!! <3