i thought of her too actually! losing muscle tone was very frustrating for her so she's super focused on getting buff again/speedrunning physical therapy, and the violence-parasite inside her is making it a lot easier. it's a fun contrast with her stoic nature, this pressure building up, using Laz to vent it, and rationalizing it into her zeal. she fantasizes about throwing herself off buildings and getting hit by cars. the moment of adrenaline when you realize you're still alive and walk away. at this point in the story she's a hardbody living weapon and can kill pretty much anything...