Have you played any games by Parun (Heisei Pistol Show/Re:Kinder)? it seems like something very in line with ur work, big hallucinogenic nightmare stock asset wonderlands with emotionally tormented effete boys and horror movie schlock gore and meditations on love. Has a similar essence in terms of how they write about tragedy, I feel like there's a quality of "abuse hyperreality" in their art as in yours of like, some terrible event(s) cycling through your head over and over and distorting into something different, like, becoming cartoonish or dreamlike but still horribly texturally real, and infecting ur fantasies and the world around u. something like that.