when i was a younger kid (10-13) my dad would take me out on late night 4 hour drives during which i would stare out the window into the darkness. i got a tingling sensation of anticipation staring out into the dark, like the universe was going to reveal some big secret, play it like a special card. the thrill of this would give me an erection and chills/goosebumps all over my body, and in retrospect i wondered if the big secret was revealed to me after all in the form of learning how to mastrabate. this hyperspecific moment in my psychosexual development is what a lot of your works bring me back too, and i jus wanted to say thanks for the cosmic wonder boner nostalgia.