hi thank u for reading!!! tbh it is long i agree and people have short attention spans (me) so thank u again for finishing it hehe. idk i started it sometime late nov when i had a bunch of free time and felt like writing a manager X actress au bc i m forever obsessed with actress kim jiyeon (2521 impact) and then i read this svt manager x idol? or actor au that had me on the floor...but that was wayyyy longer and way more detailed and i obviously could not do that bc i didn't have that much time 😭😭 and then i only continued like in Feb this year, and one week of March and some days in Apr so there u go!

also am obsessed with their dynamic because its kind of like. they are also another brand of peak tsundere that's different from 2jung, and sojungs leaderisms makes her so giving and jiyeon is the kind to go along with it because they have the same goal, but also she is fiercely loyal if u are her person..my god i don't even know what im saying anymore back into the psych ward i go!!!!!

i already answered ☁️ so I'm just gonna do the other two:

🍬- unpopular opinion that chewie is actually a closeted asian lesbian 😭😭 but obviously this is just a brain worm that may or may not have been feeding on all my braincells idk her awkwardness to everything is so endearing but it really reminds me of the girl next door who never dates and even if she does it's gonna be a subpar man and u can tell that she's not as into him as he is into her but she's also not going to end the relationship because she doesn't know what else to look for...we love a mess

🍅- too many tbh. I think I am guilty of stereotyping characters a little bit too much, if I write them one way in this fic then in the next fic i subconsciously model them against the previous one, and I feel like it's just iterations of the same thing so maybe it's a little repetitive. but some people say that's just my extrapolation of their personality based on whatever characteristics they show so..who knows

the post concert depression is still hitting me ok t_____t i am still mourning how different long live feels in the studio version bc i think the live one was soooo good. also cant believe u got clean..good for u. i only got mine and dress and the zayn malik song..and yes atw 10 min group therapy i agree. i saw bp lisa and clc sorn and shinee's minho were there wow cant believe u got to share the crowd with some famous ppl

ok i just watched the latest ep and like..cant believe we r gonna see kwangtae CRY? and his story about how she did not say i love you to him throughout the time they dated was kinda sad but also kinda like i understand cos for some people it just takes time and it probably meant a lot to her and she wasnt READY..shes too mature for him gottdamn but also he just wants to be validated so... other than that his behaviour with the other girls is SO ANNOYING lmao hes mr pick me and the fact that he cant take a hint when yujung literally told him that shes not really into him is so ew. anyway i am excited for the next because i need to see some JEALOUSY..then a screaming match, and some crying, and then some getting back together (juwon seokyung and yujung changjin bleaseeeeee)

have a good day too and cant wait for the next ep frfr

naurr same tbh i am still figuring out how this thing works too but its ok!! but anyway back to the important things... so u went for day 2??? aw so close we could have met and breathed the same exact air as miss swift. fr long live LIVE is so insane i also cried ok fighting for my life not to shake my own fancam as tears streamed down my face? 10000/10. and yes it is my fav song on repeat now T________T

oh wow u watch gyumin's youtube too?? yeah i saw that but i havent watched it..i only watched the very first one where heedo was on. i saw gyumin also did a transit love s3 commentary thing!! i shall watch the nayeon one later hehe. and yeah u r so right yujung changjin are so nayeon heedo coded oomf said its because changjin is literally built like heedo they are h u g e and boxy and the girls are so. frail. DFJGKDGJD but in all seriousness i am rooting for them to get their shit together just like nayeon and heedo did!! changjin my man needs to step up and show yujung hesreally serious about her o k

hello ao3 user deadwine!! my fav trope to read is always exes to lovers, in whatever variation that appears. plus points if the amount of history between them is thicc as fucc bc im a sucker for the very established friendship/not situationship and then bam more drama for me.

fav trope is the same one for obvious reasons..but in the last few months i have somehow put myself in a canon hole and i only could write/absolutely appreciate canon related fics. plus points if its post disbandment related because wow the amount of directions the story can go? amazing. but also i am guilty of typecasting my favs into like a certain job/profile because i really cannot see them in other things. anyway i am proud to announce that i have since freed myself from the canon postd hellhole although i still love the universe that comes with it!!

omg hello I have missed u!!! Sorry cc was being annoying that day and I couldn't do anything on it so I just decided to move here permanently 😭 but yes I was gonna say that I watched this interview with the two of them and heedo said he's been purposely giving in to her now whenever they fight AND YEAHHH HE IS SO SOFT. deserve. also yeah im into yujung and changjin because they also vibe so well despite the age gap? And like I hate him for leaving her on read when she wanted to talk about them...the anxiety she must have felt for the 3 weeks in which he did not reply...I mean if it was me I'd just block immediately and consider it d o n e.

also yes eras tour!!! I went for the first day (yesterday) it was so good I cried 😭😭😭 the band is really good and long live live is just. phenomenal ok pls enjoy yourself!!!