anon · 1y
when they reach Somewhere Else they either don’t have sex for at least a couple months post-mag200 (because Unresolved Tension ans they’re sad and they’re coping and there’s just no time and when there is it doesn’t feel right) OR they have sex within the first couple hours after arriving (desperate, messy, they both come in minutes and then spend an hour crying and cuddling about it,)
god i do love both of these a lot. my personal jmart flavor would be them waiting a few months (or several) and then when it happens they’re so so so careful with each other and they both cry a lot ofc… but i do love the thought of them being so shocked and overjoyed to be alive that they can’t think to express it in a way other than like trying to crawl inside each other……… god esp if it’s a bit of a . a hate fuck and Martin tops and about halfway through he realizes he’s hurting Jon and Jon wants it that way bc he’s so guilty and Martin’s like wait wait stop stop. I won’t do this to you I’m angry but I love you. And he pulls out and holds him and kisses him and touches him so gently,, which is almost more torturous for Jon who doesn’t feel like he deserves pleasure right now. And Martin drives him to sobbing just with his hand and murmuring in Jon’s ear that it’s going to be okay
