anon · 1y
jmart in the shower Somewhere Else. they’re washing each others hair and cleaning off the grime from the panopticon’s explosion and martin touches the new scar on jon’s chest (jon guided him to stab right over his missing rib…… because he knew that it would be easier….. and bonus if it’s the rib he used as an anchor and not the one jared took for himself….. also bonus if the harder part is Pulling the knife OUT. because if the knife is still in then the bleeding out takes longer etc etc all those psas about not removing whatever object stabbed you. and if jon guides martin’s hand too… ANYWAYS.)
martin only has one functioning hand, he broke his arm in the panopticon so jon is so so gentle with him and they are so angry but. they are putting that aside because they are Alive.
they refuse to separate even for a couple minutes to shower because although they’re so angry they almost lost each other and they Will Not Separate. (bonded pair)
bonus points if they have flashbacks to the safehouse when they were coping similarly and didn’t want to be further than a few feet away from each other.
sorry thoughts about them always
Oof ouch my heart thinking of a desperate somewhere else moment paralleling a sweet post-lonely safehouse moment… before martin was out of it and vague from the lonely and needed Jon’s help to shower and now Jon is having mental trouble now that he’s split from the eye but Martin’s arm is broken so they’re having to struggle to help each other… Martin saying “Hah, this is familiar, innit?” and Jon vacantly going “Hmm?” because he doesn’t remember at the moment… and Martin is still so angry but he just sighs and gently hands Jon the correct soap and says “Nothing. It’s okay, come on.” and they just gotta keep showering… cause they are Alive and they’re gonna keep going……… fuck me
