too many things actually (pls save me). the doc that's currently open is a gojo/yuuji/nanami fic bc i do love older characters who want to be a guiding light for their younger lover, but then end up discovering new parts about themselves they were too blind to see on their own. i feel like it works well with nanamin/gojo and yuuji, especially. i also cycle around 1) the hiroten pissfic sequel for a3 rpw that will not be finished in time, 2) a nobamakimai with pet play and lots of sexual/gender trauma bc why not, and 3) a sane>oba<mitsu that's genderfucky in a way that feel a tad too personal, i think. i do love that writing is hard work but why does it have to be hard work. why can't it be easy to simply write about things. why is it good that it's not easy, also. we have no answers