More mental stability, peace, hope, faith and strength. I'm not religious but I am spiritual. So I believe in gods, demon, angels and spirits.

It's just the way I experience life now and I won't discount my own experiences anymore, same with my mind and emotions. I find freedom in being spiritual. A new home. A place to rest, recover and improve as a person. That doesn't mean I won't put in effort in daily life. That's still necessary.