I'm just tired of how the universe always treat me like I'm just a tiny stone ready to be stepped on everytime people passes by. It's either comedic or fucking saddening, I'm so fed up. Why can't I get happy for once? Whenever I am about to be happy, the universe always finds a way to take it away from me. For once, dear God I just want to feel pure happiness without having to worry for it to be taken away from me.