I figured out yesterday/last night that I have guilt about the fact that I'm not doing anything to change my life and save myself and that guilt isn't helping anything. It's useless and brings me down much further.

I'm basically a puppy who needs daily forest walks and affection.

Dreaming of wishes is better than the attempt of fulfilling them.

I don't know if I actually wanna be in a relationship or if I just want someone to play with my hair