Dear Sesya kicik. I know that your childhood was very colorful and filled with playing with your friends almost all the time, but thank you so much for choosing to grow up and survive until now. Maybe Sesya kicik didn't say much about what she felt, kept her feelings to herself, and formed her current mentality. I'm sorry if you've experienced many things that you can't even digest properly related to something that you shouldn't know. So many events have happened in childhood, but your kindergarten period is still much better than elementary school which is full of twists and turns of pain and never forgotten. Maybe you still can't forget it until now, right? It is understood that making peace with your own feelings or the past is very difficult, especially accepting everything that has happened. It's okay if Sesya kicik still likes to be sad and remember it, maybe it still takes time to forgive about the past. Sorry, because those unpleasant things are destroying your achievements and feelings, yaa? Sesya kicik probably can't deny that her worries are still much bigger. I'm sorry that all this time you've been keeping it to yourself and carrying burdens that you shouldn't be thinking about alone, or accepting things that make you feel sad. But, Sesya kicik is still a great and strong kid!