Oh no... I share your grief in this time of bereavement with deepest sympathy and condolence. May your cat rest peacefully. Wajar kalau ngerasa kosong buat sekarang, i can't do anything but pray that your condition recovers quickly. For now let your emotions flow, if you want to cry then pour it out. Nanti dicoba distract pakai hal lain kalau semisal gak mau terlalu kepikiran.