The thought of my biggest "What If" coming true fills me with a mix of emotions. It's a bittersweet longing that I carry with me every day. What if my boyfriend was still alive? What if he was still in this world, living and breathing and experiencing life alongside me? What if he was cured of his illness and we could continue our journey together? The possibility of this coming true brings a glimmer of hope to my heart. I can't help but wonder if God could grant such a miracle. Maybe, just maybe, I will be happy again. The idea of my biggest "What If" becoming a reality is both daunting and exhilarating. It's a dream that I hold onto tightly, hoping for the day when it may come true.