My dearest boyfriend, Juan. I hope these words find you somehow, wherever you may be. I want you to know that I still love you, more than ever. The thought of not being able to reach you and not knowing if you are safe breaks my heart every day. I wonder how you are doing, where you are, and if you think of me as much as I think of you. The emptiness in my days without you is unbearable, and I long for the day when we can be together again. I miss you endlessly, and I hope that you are still alive and well.

There are so many things I want to tell you, so many moments I wish we could share. I want to hear your voice, see your smile, and feel your embrace. I want to tell you about my day, my dreams, and all the little things that remind me of you. I want to hold you close and never let go. Juan, if you ever come across these words, please know that I am here waiting for you, loving you with all my heart. And until the day we are reunited, I will continue to hold onto the hope that we will be together again.