Of course, myself is very important. But with my current condition, exploring the world is also very important in the depths of my heart. There are so many things I want to reach in this world. It feels heavy because of many factors. Especially, because I am a girl, there is minimal blessing from my family. The rest is adjusted, whether health, files, or finances. Even when I was financially sufficient, back to the first rule, my parents' blessing was not there.

I believe that both exploring the world and understanding oneself are equally important. Exploring the world allows us to gain new experiences, learn about different cultures, and broaden our perspectives. On the other hand, understanding oneself is crucial for personal growth and fulfillment. It's important to strike a balance between the two, as they both contribute to our overall well-being and happiness. For me, finding that balance has been a journey in itself, and I continue to strive for a harmonious blend of self-discovery and worldly exploration.