Yes.

They tell me everyday that I should kill myself and that no one cares about and no one would care if I was gone.

They tell me I'm a terrible person everyday day usually twice a day they tell me to drink bleach/hang myself and shoot myself in the head and self harm.

They tell me I am worthless trash and scum of the earth and don't understand why or how I am still a lover everyday.

They tell me I am used up garbage. I could go on but I'll stop here.