have you ever went back to something you enjoyed as a younger person or child - like a movie, song, book, etc. - that you found a completely different meaning to as an adult? and did you like it the same, more, or less?
I liked it more.
I had a lot of trauma from the age of 10 untill I was an adult due to bullying/ rape / sexual assault so as a child I was just surviving. Now that I am and adult I can finally enjoy things so I enjoy things more now than I did as a child.