when i realized that my distrust is way a lot bigger than the remaining reasons that once made me in love with him. i realized that i shouldn’t linger on the same old song moreover to wish for different ending and shut myself for new chances to try again. when the distrust for him make me fear love, that’s how i know that he ain’t worth another round. :p

perhaps the day I no longer crave for their attentions?

when i don't even feel excited to receive their messages.

when im not worried to be left 

wkwk. hmmm, when i'm not excited anymore every time i see a notification from him, and even when he doesn't have any news, i also don't feel worried or sad :(

when i don't constantly think about them anymore. when i saw them and didn't get any butterflies and those nervous feeling.

I didn't think about them.

When they started to underestimate my feelings and started to make me feel alone

When I found out that they do not see me with the same value and respect I had for them. In a way, it gives justification to their past behaviors since it solidifies that I, myself, my thoughts, and my feelings never mattered for them in the first place.