yes! my first ever love letter is when i was a 4th… or 5th grader. it was more like a “confession” letter because i picked “dare” on truth or dare game i played one silly afternoon; i got told to confess to my crush, so i thought, why not going all out? 😝

it turned out SO WROOONG… i slipped the letter somewhere in this boy’s desk and he freaked out when he found it; he ran all around the school while screaming DEMONICALLY, not of out of joy, definitely. he looked like he is crying… while holding up the paper in the air. but i wasn’t embarrassed… i was rather… weirded out? 😭 lagian aneh banget, malah teriak-teriak kaya orang kerasukan, i thought he is not cool at all. but later during break time, he came to me asking what i’m having and asked if he could have some. days later, he texted me on line and started talking to me… much later, he confessed. 🤷🏻‍♀️

hai, sayaaang! boleh… tapi disclaimer dulu: my hair survived very severe damage and is still in recovery karena 2021 sampe 2023 awal tuh aku gonta-ganti warna rambut terus (sampe bleaching), jadi ujung-ujung rambutku tuh gak sehat sama sekali sebenernya... 😭

aku gak yakin hair porosity-ku apa by the waaay, tapi aku keramas dua kali seminggu (bisa tiga kali kalau keringetan parah). sebelum keramas, aku selalu hair oiling 30 menit (kalau rajin) sampe semaleman (kalau gak jadi keramas hari itu, alias mager 💀) pakai amla oil. washing routine-ku mulainya dari keratin hair mask (diajarin one of my reliable haircare influencer whose name i forgot), terus shampoo (pantene rambut kering), bilas, shampoo kedua, bilas, baru kondisioner (pantene rambut rusak). hair mask sama kondisionernya cuma di batang rambut aja, shampoo di kulit kepala dan aku fokusin buat cleansing!

maaf banget panjang! :c i’ve been through a lot of searching and discovery when it comes to haircare and i honestly still have so much to share, so if you think of needing tips (apalagi kalau masalah rambut kering), jangan sungkan buat DM aku ya, evening guest! i’ll be happy to share. 💗

duh… sulit ya, pertanyaanya, soalnya aku… dua-duanya. :c

aku tipe orang yang susaaah banget buat elaborasi perasaan sendiri (tapi jago banget kalau identifying perasaan orang lain), jadi aku sering gak suka sama aftermath setiap aku ngutarain perasaanku sendiri. terus buatku, energi tuh berharga banget, and anger takes up a lot of my energy jadi aku gak bakal marah karena one time matter, matter kecil, atau sama sembarang orang; biasanya penyebab marahku tuh sesuatu yang udah akumulatif dan ke… orang-orang penting aja, jadi kalau orangnya gak penting, peduli pun enggak. :D makanya biasanya kalau marah… aku diem, karena rasanya di hati tuh berkecamuk banget WKWKWK selain kecewa, sedih, hopeless (takut mereka gak berubah), aku juga takut ngeluarin kata-kata yang gak seharusnya mereka denger karena aku marah. tapi di waktu begini, aku cuma mau liat komitmen mereka buat yakinin aku kalau mereka tau salah mereka apa, aku juga harus tau kalau mereka paham mereka bisa berubah dengan cara apa. baru dari sini, aku bisa ngerasa lebih tenang dan point out salahnya apa, perasaanku gimana, dan apa yang aku harapin dari mereka… both are pretty much a set of steps for me. 🤗