astre 🌻

illyrian · 17d

I adored your ohara cover analysis, if possible I'd love to see your analysis on the rest of the covers

oh thank you! that's so nice 🤍 i'll try to do it when i can for sure 🥹 thank you again this is very kind

astre 🌻 · 15d

illyrian · 21d

Hello, everything is fine? I hope so 😆😁. This is short anon talking to you, I've been a little absent because I was having work and college problems and some personal problems that unfortunately only I can solve. I joined Retrospring and was taken by surprise, I discovered that next year it will cease to exist? So I thought, and now how will I communicate with this wonderful person that I managed to meet somewhere in this world, I hope I don't lose contact. 😔😭😢

hi dear 🤍 in a couple months yeah, retrospring will shut down sadly but i'll try to move to another platform before that! it'll always be linked to my twitter profile 🥹

astre 🌻 · 15d

Ella♡ · 28d

What would have been your dn if not the current one 👀

funny story, i don't use my dn (astre) anywhere apart from this twitter account and the instagram attached to it

in some places, i use "noct" or my usual internet nickname (that i prefer more than my actual name tbh) 🫡

astre 🌻 · 28d

illyrian · 1mo

rs layout pretty like its owner nod

love youuuu 😭

astre 🌻 · 28d

illyrian · 2mo

I can't read your caard

i can access it just fine? is something wrong with the font?

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

I was here in vague thoughts, and I thought of two very good sentences to discuss, do you think we don't have enemies or would our biggest enemy be ourselves?

we do have enemies, there are people who have it against you for the simple act of existing and no matter how much you try and be loved, you'll always find someone who will stance themselves as a hateful individual towards your entire being.

but that doesn't mean that your own self isn't an enemy in itself. the self that pushes you to do something harmful to yourself while clouding your better judgement, that makes you think that you're lesser than others or that holds you back from pursuing your dreams.
the weaker your own sense of self is, the more harmful other people's words are; so yes, the biggest enemy is yourself.

when did my rs become a philosophical questions corner 😭😭

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

Hi astre happy birthday dear. I wanted to say this quote? "in search of reaching great places we tend to live in life rather than living life but if only you would get to know that there is someone out there who is wishing upon your well being and cheering you from afar and that someone was also once so close to you, that is none other than your past self who must be proud of you so congratulate yourself for making through every single day and on your birthday in particular give yourself everything you deserve and want for hanging in there"🤗
😇

just sat up with tears in my eyes, thank you anon. i'm sure she'll be disappointed of how much my goals changed but i'm also just as sure that her crybaby ahh will feel bad and understand how i got here
i'm reading this a bit late but thank you anon again! it means a lot 🤍

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

Hi astre if you were to be transmigrated to a manhwa which of the following would your prefer
1: rewrite the fate of a character you think was wronged
2: become the bestie of your fav character

2, definitely on god
i'm not a mastermind like hestia or ailette to rewrite a whole story 😭 but befriending my favorite?? when most of them are wronged? finna become a portable therapist and mom friend 🫶🏻

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

Hello everything is fine? I hope so 😆. What craze do you try but can't lose?

hii i'm doing alright thank you dear 🤍 i have been deep in the wmmp trenches for over 6 years now and i'm still stuck help
my favorite manga hasn't changed since i was TWELVE and i still vibrate like a psycho when someone mentions it but i think the biggest craze that truly never left me is graphic design
i may be the silly title card fixer to ppl but i have several layers of madness for graphism i want to be better at it

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

😇 to me is not the angel's smile more like a devil in disguise tbh some of the slyest people I've met irl had this exact smile on😭

LDJODIDODJ don't trust people by their smile 😭 it's genuinely so sad how ppl try to bamboozle you while cosplaying as a good person

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

Ily 💕 pokes with a stick affectionately

ilyt 🫶🏻 rolls you like dough with love

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

KISS KISS KISS KISSS MWAH MWAH

KISS U HARDER SMOOCHES YOUR CHEEKS ILY

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

I’m lucky to even breathe the same air as you.

taking this as a love confession but also your sheer existence is a blessing, never forget that

astre 🌻 · 2mo

⭒☆⭒fizzlepop berrytwist⭒☆⭒ · 2mo

I hope you have a whimsical day

and i hope you have a colorful one 🤍

astre 🌻 · 2mo

illyrian · 2mo

I'm glad I made your week🫶 and your English is so good kudos to you bcz it's not your first language ig? Anyways about your taste in men it's fine bcz they are fictional and you surely are firm about your type and yes we love women so I get you. Btw I think it's okay to have your own pace at life I don't necessarily mean smtg bad and I hope I don't rant but I'm 18 and already in college in one of the toughest and competitive majors I had to study throughout high school because of the board exams and entrance exams so I didn't get to experience high school the way I wanted to and it feels like my life is moving in a pace that I can't catch upto and I've become numb to few things, I also live 1000 miles away from home so getting homesick is another thing. Whatever it is you dream of I hope you can achieve it🤗and if you're someone who has gone through a bad experience then coping through it means so much more so I'm glad you're able to conceal it and possibly talk about without feeling diminished.
Btw I kinda prefer rs as of now bcz I'm too introverted to engage in your posts but it feels nice seeing me on your profile I'm sorry if it rubs off the wrong way🥹.
My representative emoji is 😇 and it's smtg I've changed the meaning of. If you want to know about it's silly story, do let me know🤭
Anyways you're doing well sweetie☺️
Btw I don't speak English on a regular basis so pls don't mind the errors

technically my first language is arabic but my country speaks a dialect so none of the languages i can speak on text are my native languages 😭

thank you for validating my taste 😔🙏🏻 i have too many opponents around (my friends bully me)

oh love :(( you're actually so strong for that, i wish you the absolute best in your future endeavors 🤍 and don't worry, it's never too late to start enjoying life the way you want it; no one dies without having regrets but that doesn't mean you can't have a fulfilling life!! do your best and good things will come eventually 🤍

i have absolutely no problem dearest, whatever you feel comfortable doing 🫶🏻

do tell me about the emoji 🥺 and you can speak your native language whenever you want unless you prefer practicing here 🫶🏻