hmmk and asoryu are my number 1s. mostly pref ryunosuke top cause power bottom kazuma is hot as hell. hmmk most def switch to me (and i love both dont get me wrong) but i think sholmes mostly bttms. my friend dropped tusspells pegging sholmes in my dms as what i can only presume is a joke but that's also been in my head a bit. to be honest the only thing i dgaf for is bottom ryunosuke (i think because literally every depiction i've seen has been kinda predatory and off feeling) that
every other character

i don't really care about any zieks ship in particular (to me he's kinda ace. though i do like benbaro, and i think ryubaro is kinda fun to think about) i just think zieks should be fucked. i'd like baroaso more if they didn't put van zieks some dom daddy shit. bottom zieks reigns supreme in my world. sholmes/zieks is funny as fuck but i don't care about it as a legit pairing

umm here's a graph i didn't wanna download npc icons like tusspells and harebrayne so it's just the main male cast members. pog

the dacryphilia lore began like a while back as a joke. because in shinjiro's social link he mentions that akihiko was and is a crybaby. and akihiko mentions that whenever he'd cry he'd go to shinjiro. and the joke was about shinjiro developing a sexual attraction to his crying face later on in their lives and suddenly not being very comfortable whenever akihiko would have his moments. because he'd obviously want to be there to lend his friend a shoulder. but he also wouldn't want to see akihiko crying because he finds it hot and feels guilty about the fact that he finds it hot. and naturally he wouldn't want akihiko to catch onto the fact that he pops a boner from it, since he wouldn't want to make akihiko feel uncomfortable. which your friend popping a boner while you're breaking down crying would probably do.

look i just find a lot of amusement in awkward sexual situations like that. it's like doubly funny with the mental image that akihiko is a fugly ass crier but shinjiro still finds the wet cheeked red-rim-eyed puffy-lipped vulnerability on his face hot as hell. also i just really love giving shinjiro a kink that he'd feel incredibly guilty over. it's like most things he wouldn't gaf about. he could lick toes no problem but i think he'd be like "seriously what the fuck is wrong with me" if he saw his best friend in a state of emotional distress and started getting aroused by it. i need him to be fighting for his fucking life trying to hide a boner while akihiko's sniffling into his shoulder or some shit. looking at his face like "oh fuck" and promptly panicking. it's just so fucking funny to me i'm sorry it's who shinjiro is to me now and this is speaking as someone who isn't attracted to people crying.

i also like thinking about him making akihiko cry (or rather akihiko just being someone who cries) during sex. this isn't just me i know other akihiko fans (even non-akishinji enjoying akihiko fans) who feel the same way. when i wrote jawbreaker last year i mentioned akihiko tearing up midway through and while i couldn't commit to explicitly mentioning it i did write it with dacryphilic shinjiro in mind. personally i'm really not into dom/sub dynamics i think they're mid as fuck (especially for akishinji. like i just can't see that happening) but i'm personally of the opinion that shinjiro should be a little fucked up and find enjoyment in knocking akihiko down a peg. i mean the guy needs it and i think shinjiro needs it too after having to deal with his stubbornly idealistic annoying ass all day. i just think akihiko needs the daylights fucked out of him. or sucked out of him. or whatever works tbh. akihiko crying while frenetically topping shinjiro is such good food to me also. he's just so overstimmable

ahh gomen anon as a shinjitop enthusiast i first need to draw him fucking akihiko before i can do the reverse. they’d switch obviously but i just see shinjiro as topleaning with an initial hesitation towards bottoming (tbh i’m just not as inclined towards bottom shinjiro. i do like it in more longterm relationships for him though. the hotness for me is in the show of trust ^_^). though i do like service bottom and dom bottom shibji on the occasion where i think about it. i just think his caretaker personality should and would extend to the bedroom. so maybe someday i’ll draw it. i plan on writing first time bottom shinjiro akishinii smut at some point too

NSFW fic-wise probably not because i genuinely despise p4a/u to the point that i'd rather kill myself than write arena-timeline akihiko. getting around that would mean making a post-canon AU where junpei is still 19 but akihiko is 20 but still normal which would probably get me into hot water with random twitter people. i already get called weird for writing porn of akishinji (two adult men) and if i wrote post-canon akijun since someone will probably be like "ah you're just aging junpei up to write porn of him". even though there literally is already an official aged up junpei it's just in a universe where akihiko's character was pulverized and then folded in on itself

tl;dr probably a SFW fic at some point but writing an NSFW fic just seems too risky

get yourself a man who makes you minestra maritata after fucking you. i like to play with the idea that akihiko would exaggerate shinjiro having been rough on him just so shinjiro feels guilty to go the extra mile in pampering him after the fact. is it ooc? maybe. i don’t care. i love the idea of akihiko needing attention after. to be honest i just like akihiko needing attention in the bedroom generally. praise kink akihiko eats. plus he wants shinjiro to cook for him Generally and if he’s gotta put his pride aside and pout i’d argue he’d be fully down to do that.

tl;dr erm yeah i agree i think so. though i also think that since shinjiro doesn’t really like opening up to people that it might take him a while to get used to doing aftercare for someone. mostly just physical tasks. ask for affirmations and he’s dead in the water he’d just stay silent. most he’s verbalizing is to ask what kinda soup you like

heh anon... try touch starved shinjiro (too) (i like them both touch-starved) (it makes me go insane) (i like just picturing them feeling each other up a lot it makes me really happy) (i tend to hc akihiko as getting more easily overwhelmed by it) (in part because i hc him as autistic) (shinjiro too but not as noticeably uncomfortable) (both try to press on: this isn't the best answer when navigating touch deprivation but it's the most realistic for them) (and it makes me smile) (they're just two idiots fumbling about in this lonely world).

okay the brackets thing is getting lame but you're talking to the akishinji guy so i'm giving an akishinji-adjacent answer. i like to see akihiko and shinjiro as having been exceedingly comfortable with each other, patching up each other's wounds and just being more touchy-feely with each other generally. and then when they fell out of each other's lives missing that tactile stimulation, something that isn't very easily remedied when shinjiro returns. because akihiko is pretty distant to people, i don't really see him as being necessarily comfortable with casual touching or entirely capable of reading when it's appropriate. with akihiko i generally make him ? a bit sensitive ? somewhat as a "i just find it cute" thing but also because he's a quite emotionally impulsive (i dislike using the word "emotionally sensitive", but it functions here) guy and having that translate to tactile stimulation is #fun. i think touch deprivation, caused in part because he's not entirely comfortable with people touching him (in any way besides being hit while sparring; any personal way) is fun. makes me smile wide

well it is now 7 am given i'm responding to this 5 hours later but i actually really dig shinjiro giving bjs too. i like seeing shinjiro as a little self-conscious beneath his stoic veneer and i think he'd be kinda awkward about it at first (i like the idea that he wouldn't know what to do with his hands. and he probably would give handies more than bjs just on the basis that they're less fuss) but would grow to be kinda smug about giving head. this is like off the idea that akihiko would be a really responsive guy so i find it fun to imagine shinjiro tormenting him a bit. i really fuck with the image of shinjiro pinning down his hips so he can't move them. or hell maybe letting akihiko go crazy with it as a reward coughs up blood

side note do you know how hard it is to write out answers to these on light mode with a 27" monitor. it's insanely hard. it's 1 am and nobody is around but i'm still shivering me timbers

mm i see shinjiro as very much so unlabelled. i don’t think he’d have preference or would even think about it, to me he’s an anything goes type of guy. i don’t think he’d be demiromantic, but i like to see him as the type of guy that wouldn’t really trust being intimate or even just vulnerable with anyone (distrustful of himself and others), so he’ll still get crushes (but not many), and only feel comfortable exploring that stuff with time. a more slow and steady “i don’t want to rush them, and i don’t wanna mess this up” mentality. that being said i love the idea of the pills fucking with his libido. making him both the more horny one and the one that wants to exercise control and not rush too much. tormenting himself

akihiko i personally like seeing as homosexual but like. it’s not a very rigid hc? either that or male leaning bisexual. i see him more heavily as demiro - part of why i disliked his link was how quickly you can start seeing indications of romantic affection (that i cope myself into seeing as platonic). i enjoy akihiko much more as someone who finds attraction in someone over time as he learns more about them and as their dynamic shifts, and not someone who really has ever had a typical “crush” (hence how he’s so oblivious to the realm of the romantic). i also like seeing akihiko as the more eager one once a relationship has begun. sort of knowing like wow i shouldn’t rush too heavily into this but also Wow that feels nice. he’d get too into exploring, be told to slow down, and then would feel embarrassed about it for the remainder of the week. but they’d figure it out. i think without the whole pill make libido go boingnngng i like to see akihiko as the more sexually interested one. but also not know how to really initiate that. overall no pills i see them around the same libido range. i think they could fuck after battle. it’d be good for them