Hi everyone, I know I said I would be retiring but I have one last statement to make before I leave.
As many know I was in a relationship with Mikael, also known as @Glass or @DPD on this platform. During this relationship I was regularly manipulated and pressured into sending photos and videos of my self-harm. Mikael encouraged me cutting myself and would compliment me depending on how severe my injury was. At this same time, Mikael had a fantasy of kidnapping me and killing me. I let this behavior go unchecked as I was suicidal at the time, but now when I look back I realize how terrified I really was. I'd spend nights awake afraid of what she'd do to me if she ever found me; I'm shaking as I type this. I'm scared to go public with this, as of what she could do to me, but I don't want anyone else to be hurt by her.
Receipts are attached, thank you.
https://postimg.cc/gallery/pnSw773

I know I keep saying I'm going to quit and this is the last thing I swear BUT I feel the need to say this:

There are good things in the world!! Sniff flowers, love your friends, kiss your loved ones (If you're comfortable.) If you feel like the world is all doom and gloom and you're going to die alone: PEOPLE ARE HERE FOR YOU!! It might not feel like it now but you have friends, family, and even if not IRL, you have friends online for you! hell I'm here for you. You just have to look for the bright side of the world, and once you look, you won't be able to stop seeing it. I promise you that the sun always shines, it just matters where you look at it. If you look at the news: Endangered species are coming back! Renewable energy is rising! Even if it feels like hell and it might be depending on where you live, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!! I think this might sound privaleged because I live in the US and things aren't as awful as other places..