I feel better than i have been feeling due to sleeping at a friends and actually sleeping through the night. the previous night I woke up 12 times. and sleep for me makes a pretty big impact on my day. So having slept good I feel better equipped to go through my day. And I’m sure later today I will have another hour or so long cry sesh since I am processing the sentencing the person who killed my cousin received. but I have coffee right now and am not crying so that’s good.