I was extremely niave in school, not the smartest, not part of any cool crowd.. but, I did have stability in a few friends. I lack that now, of my own doing with drifting after mental health issues, social anxiety, etc. but that’s the part I miss or look back fondly at. seeing a few people everyday that I could call my friends, being comfortable with them. I think I could have been closer with them, but I’m still glad I had the experience