Hi Kirby, I want to first say I'm sorry for trusting Spoken.

I stood by her for years but I'm starting to see the behavior that you tried to point out a long while ago.

I think the big one for me is how she keeps saying that she hasn't done anything wrong to your friends, but I've seen your friends firsthand get anonymous messages that were really heinous, just because they're you're friends. The other day she told your friend that they can't possibly be in a relationship because they have fictional characters they have a crush on and assumed that! When there are plenty of people she knows that have fictional character crushes and are in relationships!

She's tried isolating you from every person you love and encouraged others to go to people to tell them to not be your friend anymore, trying to essentially alienate you from any form of support. I've seen this happen because I've followed her? So why is she acting as if these things don't exist
Her reasoning for leaving you alone is putting you in a corner and trying to get you to forcibly say you weren't abused by your rapist recently? How in the hell can anyone sane defend Liebe? I don't think she understand there are people that also understand what Liebe did to you even if they're upset at you and I've seen people upset and uncomfortable about what she says about her. As much as I supported Spoken for a while I can't support her defending that kind of person?

Everything she does even allowing other people to abuse you verbally on her pages has been abusive to you. Nothing she does is okay and it's really saddening that she couldn't extend human empathy to you for your rapist. When you were with Liebe she actually took people's side that went to her and said she was abusive, but then the moment YOU said she was abusive she changed her mind and deleted it. It isn't about what she actually believes is abuse but what will make YOU the evil person. I'm sorry I believed her and took siding with her. I'm sorry that I wanted to think he wore this bad person because you simply were talking about what happened to you.
Those bruises on your body in the photos can't happen even if a police officer did something, inside of your legs and thighs is because you were held down in that area. But you said you weren't even arrested. It's the hearsay of the person who lied about people wanting to move in with you just to make you feel comfortable and safe to move with her.
I don't know what to believe in her anymore, I just know that I'm very upset and I feel confused.

You know?
just because people don't like you or you hurt them in the past doesn't validate them going to her.
If you can sit there and tell yourself that queen of mean and her verbal abuse and her constant bullying about Kirby and his assault recently or abuse as a child is justified? Then you have shit to work on. Tell yourself it's therapeutic and justifiable all you want, but if you can sit there and tell yourself "this person deserves to have their childhood assault mocked and their recent rapist defended and sexual harassment daily!" Then get the hell offline. I've known Kirby since before any of this. Before he even knew his current partner, I've known him since we were both teenagers for fuckksake. Do I agree with everything he's done? No. I had a firm sit down with him at one point a couple years ago about his behavior. I think there are things that can be worked on. but!!!! I really don't agree with this bullshit. I remember I would be on voice calls with him and he would be verbally abused by his foster mother constantly and had horrible pressure put on him about just 'getting over' his childhood trauma.
I've known Kirby for a very long time, and if there's one thing I can tell you is no one deserves the treatment he's getting. I was there for this whole thing with that one guy on Tumblr that literally made him attempt suicide sending his followers after him. Kirby was in the hospital for months because he was placed homeless after his foster parents kicked him out for swallowing pills and having a seizure and barely surviving, because they said it was too much to handle. I've seen Kirby go through one of the worst abusive relationships I'd ever witnessed in my life, and FNGR forbade me from speaking with him. You can say you're upset at him all you want but no one deserves what he's been going through."But so many people hate him and he's-" bitch idgaf!! That doesn't justify all of the harassment he's been receiving! He's one of the sweetest people I've ever known and he's helped so many people but all you ever focus on is the drama and the bs. If you can sit there and tell yourself that someone deserves being told they deserve to die, their brother killed himself because of them, trying to literally analyze if he was abused as a child sexually? You're fucked up. You're really fucked up!
I've known Kirby since we were both literally 14, 15 years old and the only reason I don't make myself public is because I know what kind of batshit insane people he deals with and I don't want people revealing anything about my life against my consent.

Kirby? I'm proud of you for staying strong through all of this. I'm proud of you and don't forget that 🍓!! You've continued to be strong for so long and I'm so proud of you!