The part of me that keeps me in a depressed, unmotivated state and prevents me from recovering, in bad times. It's a combination of intrusive thoughts right at a time where I can't fight them back, and a general inability to enjoy anything, so I'm not going to just say intrusive thoughts, and I care a bit less about those thoughts in my better days since I am more capable of handling them. It wouldn't solve all of my issues, because there are a lot of other changes that would be necessary in here and some that aren't purely internal to me, like getting a support network IRL, but it certainly would help me recover from bad moments.

I imagine it would be like a thick black fog made of angry scribbles, trying to squeeze me out of my will to live. I would attach a bunch of blåhajar to myself to shield me from it while I brew a potion from coffee, hot cocoa, lemons, notebooks, books about or photos of cool architecture or trains, scented candles, and pics of cuties such as @LianSrenia or @rainbowpink; lots of things that make life better. Then I put that in a backpack sprayer, so that I can spray it on that weird cloud and give it lots of psychic damage.