It’s (not so) secret but right now I’m facing my denial phase, although one of my friends ever told me that I always am denial at anything but what I realize now is that I’m on mu denial phase now. There is some things I fight in myself that I can’t tell and haven’t healed me. But, what I can do is act like nothing happened… as usual…!? I talk to my friends and make as much as possible interaction with my mutual so that I can atleast forget my shortcomings and stop at blaming myself on something that shouldn’t be. I do realised I can’t be like this, but, the harder I tried, the harder it got off me so I just let it be and act like usual and nothing ever happened.