I feel fine physically, but I'm thinking about a lot. A lot of it is about family. Some of it is nerves and the mental load around my first international trip coming up in a couple weeks. And then there's also the fact that I'm trying to move as soon as I can after I get back from that trip, which will be a challenge with my work schedule. There's still a lot that needs to get done and as much as I'm looking forward to my new space, I'm dreading packing everything up. OMG also I'm about to be lead at work which I only agreed to so I could get the extra pay, but I am NOT excited for my coworker asking me a million dumb questions because she refuses to take accountability for anything. That's a whole ordeal