yea teh concept was made around 2022 and doomsday dreamgirl was like 2020 but those are basically teh same year given all the early covid years can be melded into one. ive had peopel comment on the lockdown anxiety of doomsday dreamgirl becore which i can see in retrospect. iu didnt think about it consciously caue like i mind not leaving the home and i liked quarantining and all that shit but i was pretty paranoid about going outside and hate getting sick that still is a thing for me so maybe that counts like i still wear a mask every day (which i thikn everyone should do even if only regular flu existed) but ye. i guess it goes hand in hand with LDR and being unable to see someone which is what slime feet was ultimately about

i really gotta clarify this whole chaser angle is making fun at toxic behavior especiallygiven that lina is just a dirtbag of a person all around. while i think transfems have the full permisison to be like yaaay perv obsessed with girlcok yaaaaay, ccalling yourself a chaser intentionally is pretty absurd. ppl can have their sexual and gender preferences but sliding into my askbox to say youre a chaser isnt like a positive thing. like tis could be conveyed in an entirely different way in a more positive light or just left unsaid if youc ant

anyway,
i wont clarify on teh latter becaue its an intergral part about what hte game will be about. also like even the art ive done so far is pretty much riffing on the dynamic and not even necesasrily 'canon'. like the most relevant example just to point out is that shes not gonna have panties that say chaser on them lmao its just what i thought would be ridiculous when i was forced to censor her pussy for tumblr

sometimes when you experience something that deeply affects you and you gotta like process it and mellow and take a part of it with you. if its juts a story instead of a trauamtic real life experiencec you are experiencing this in a considerably more safe plce and a safe enviroment. theres a big amount of stories ive read that end up affecting me in a similiar ways but its always a hunt and hard to come by especially the older and older you get since youve already seen so much and the bar keeps rising. i think oyasumi punpun is one of the earlier ones that i remember and then theres stuff like yomawari sensei or kakukaku shikajika from the manga side and victim doll, memento in marrow, the great i am and heatwave some of the more recent visual novels from the recent years. maybe i sound liek an addict now but i think finding that media that just has you lean back and stare at the ceiling for a bit to refelct is a really good experience. anyway waht im trying to say is that its an opportunity to reflect on your values and your feelings towards these topics that made you feel so strongly. its not permanent it will pass and instead see it as breaking bones to have them grow back a bit stronger. or so the saying goes even if it is false. take from this waht you will