we've suddenly made this a competition? make it times infinity and one for me then, silly rennie. you're praising me far more than i deserve when i should be saying those things to you! but thank you. for viewing me in such a positive light. it means so much.

it's a bit difficult to recall, difficult to remember times pushed to the back of the mind. but gardening with my mother was always something i enjoyed. the odds of flowers growing in the environment i lived was close to none, but it still happened, so i was happy. i use what i was taught to this day.

unfortunately(?), i'm one of those who try to keep them looking brand new. but i promise that doesn't mean they aren't loved. just a preference. a bookmark instead of dog ears, flags instead of chicken scratch. plus, if i'm done with them and they happen to be collecting dust, i'll either donate them or find a free library and leave it there for someone else to enjoy and love too.

have you heard of gummy choco? it's my favorite candy and has always been ever since i was a kid. it reminds me of the better times of growing up, how something so simple, something as silly as a small piece of chocolate, can have you looking forward to something and make your day. plus, it's so, so good. promise it doesn't disappoint.

i'm getting by the best i can. it looks different from day to day though. sometimes it's trudging through quicksand, but tomorrow it's drowning in the waves. i hope you're faring well though, anon lovie. thank you for asking.

sweet rennie, you're too kind. know that you're adored and cherished. and did you say you're a gorgeous queen? we know, silly. we know.

ah, you know i like to keep my timeline clean (kidding). haven't i told you close is never close enough? perhaps this is the solution to that. how long does it take to heal the wounds of the heart? the lungs to make breathing a bit easier? i'm not sure, but i won't come out till i do or you call for me. i'll take care of the very things keeping you here. i'll take care of you.

you. it came back to me as you and i'm grateful it did. wouldn't have it any other way, in any other form.

i've built all my tomorrows around you. it's the only way i can make the future less scary and something to look forward to instead. it'll be okay as long as you'll be there with me.

the literal sun in human form! i've never come across someone who embodies light so perfectly. it's always such a pleasure seeing her around since there's just so much positivity and love radiating off of her. it's so endearing to see how easily she can put a smile on everyone's faces as well. i'm so happy that she's my sister in law since i know that she deserves nothing but the best things this life could possibly offer (and i know kean would do absolutely anything and everything for her). i'm looking forward to becoming closer and making more memories together as family. also looking forward to becoming a future aunt, hehe.

my sunshine rou! < 3 i adore you just as much! thank /you/ for making everyone's day brighter by simply being you. you're truly cherished and treasured by not only me, but everyone around you.

“In this space right here that we have made for each other, you can say anything and I will not abandon you. Unwrap the worst things you have done. Watch me hold them up to the light and not even flinch.”
— Trista Mateer

okay, hear me out... when we hang out, i know rou would be coming with us. so in the situation where both you and my friend needed saving, i know rou would be sure to take care of you for me while i go save my friend and then everyone is safe and okay. nods.

what an evil question... how could you ever make me choose just one. clutches chest. i think i have to go with cats.