thank you so much for telling me this 💙 this really made my day and brought me a lot of confidence that was wavering until now 💙 im really grateful..!! i'm so happy that you've been reading it and liking it for so long now and that it can bring you a lot of comfort and it even inspired you to start writing too!!💙 wba is a really important fic for me as a writer and hearing that it brings someone comfort and even inspiration is just really really uplifting. thank you so much again for telling me 💙 i'm so happy that you like wba and I hope that itll continue to be so in the future chapters! i hope you continue to write and have a lot of fun with it too 🥺

I'm really late in replying, I lost track of things..! but this is a really understandable and valid and painfully important wish. i'm really sorry that you've been in enough circumstances of feeling loved only conditionally that it feels as if unconditional love isnt obtainable. it can really feel that way, and when that anxiety or heaviness builds up it becomes hard to open up to people, even when you really want to get to know them, because the harsh feelings have become so familiar. but a big thing is that... aa how do i phrase it..? for me, the most comfort i can give myself sometimes is saying 'im not different from other people.' and this isnt to say 'im boring' or ununique!! bot at all. but its to say that the love other people share is just as available to you, a person who's loveable. you seem like a caring person even from just this message, so i think once the right people who share the same interest and compassion do fit into place youre likely to have close and comfortable relationships! its hard, especially when that anxiety has already sunken in. its hard to open up to people who'd like to get to know you when its hard to open up to anyone. hold to your hope, its really important 💙 the most meaningful relationships in my life were made through consistently reassuring myself 'i need to give them the chance to love me'. finding people in familiar mindsets or familiar interests (like fics or skz for example ^^) helps so much with nerves imo!! i made my very closest friends on twitter in this way. i hope so much that you find the love and care that you want to share. its really hard, especially with a sort of reserved society lately..? but please stay hopeful! self reassurance is important in this sense imo, please remember that you're important and worthy of love and worth loving. the fear is really hard to push through, but i support you so much. i think of all things that helped me make friends through ny life until now, the most was being diligent and open even when i was really weary from a similar familiarity with feeling like the love and interest wasnt reciprocated. im sorry for the late reply and the tangent and such. im not too good with advice but i hope so much that this works out for you. you deserve to be cared about just as much as you care about others, and there are lots of loving people out there! i hope you find your people and get to feel and show comfort and love in that way really soon 💙

Hello, I promise that this isn't uncomfortable! I'm really grateful to you for reaching out..! I'll look at the website and donate what I can if it can do anything as of now, and I'll save it regardless so that if donations aren't beneficial now I can come back to check on it again. I always get worried about donation sites and what they source back to (a lot of places I donated to in the past ended up using the donations for political investment or funding their own benefits), so I'm really glad to know of one now that can be reliable. Thank you so much for telling me about it. It's really, really scary how easy it's become to not realize how horrible something like this is from a distance and I think a lot of people can say 'I choose this side' over some statements without truly comprehending that these are people with dreams and lives they've made and friends and families and hobbies and years and years of memories just like every other person in the world. It's crushing. and it's really miserable too that the fact that the people being killed and trapped in this are so commonly just shown as statistics by now. the sheer number of people who have been harmed by this is so incomprehensible that media and political statements can make it seem so vague by putting just a number down and comparing it to whatever statement benefits them. It seems like they intentionally suppress anything that would invoke innate human empathy to not cause an uproar that would negatively affect themselves. I usually hate seeing the world in a good vs bad, right vs wrong, because everything is so, so grey in between black and white. but this is really evil. its so incomprehensibly cruel. sorry for the tangent its just. idk. but..! I did find the boycotting list and I saved and read over it a few times to stick to it, thank you for writing this as well. I looked into each company to understand why too, since I think 'why' is so important of a question when truly understanding why something is just/unjust, and I especially don't want to support them now that I know what they intentionaly contribute to the support of palestinian suppression. I think a big thing I've considered while thinking about this the past hours is that understanding the reality and comprehending it for how serious it is is really, really important, and I'm really grateful to you for reaching out to me kindly and going through the time and effort to give this information. You're really kind and I'll keep attentive to stay up to date and support in any way I can. Thank you so much
(also thank you..! it's just sickness so its okay, but i have a fever rn and my thoughts feel kind of blurry rn so idk if my words are making sense, but hopefully they do. sorry again for the tangents but tldr in this response is thank you so much and i'll take this advice wholeheartedly)