This is such a hard question but I guess I would choose to lose myself. Gak bisa bayangin kalo nantinya aku kehilangan orang yang aku sayang banget and it would hurt even bad than losing myself. Kehilangan dua-duanya gak enak, sih. But if I lose myself, aku masih bisa benerin diri aku pelan-pelan even if it takes more time but if I love someone that I love.. belum tentu mereka bisa balik lagi ke aku, kan? 😅