Littlespace is hard for me to navigate. Sometimes its fine and fun, I like playing with my cg and my fiancé and it feels like I’m more free and able to just relax, slip into a state of mind where I don’t have to worry about a lot of things. On the flipside though because of my own personal traumatic childhood it can be reeally really difficult to be in that mindset because tiny little things can trigger a sudden mood swing. Its a healing thing for me personally because I want to try and slowly replace the impure memories I have with good ones with my cg and fiancé but its definitely not just all good times in my experience. That isn’t to say I don’t enjoy being in littlespace though, I do love it very much, and I’m so grateful for the opportunity to explore it with people who are kind and gentle and patient with me. Sorry if this seems rambly and disjointed, its still new to me to be able to talk about this sort of thing.

it’s hard for me to fully regress yet but I can usually tell when I’m getting there because things just come out easier and I don’t filter myself like I usually do. I can just do things and babble and whatnot.

Okay. So. I have several different favorite bugs but I think my all time favorite bug is a praying mantis, more specifically an orchid mantis :) This is gonna be a little weird but I kinda wanna see Medic like... tiny somehow, whether through magical means or sci-fi, and then put in with a mantis to see what it would do to him. I want to see him absolutely terrified as it grabs him and bites his head off -w- As for parasites, I love roundworms a LOT. I think they're just so cute AJGHGHEH but tapeworms can be cute too... Pushing parasites in through his orifices is always good but something I like to think about is unknowingly infecting him through his food so that he doesn't know until he's starting to show symptoms later on... the panic setting in when he realizes the worm has grown to full adult size and is now laying eggs inside of him! :3!!

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Eyelander:
1) He was born in the middle ages and made it everyone's problem. My Eyelander was a real menace when he was alive, and all because he saw someone be beheaded when he was much too young. It awoke plenty of demons in him.
2) His favorite candy is taffy. If you need to get him to calm down or shut up for a while just give him some taffy.
3) He can come out of the sword on full moons/halloween! He cherishes that time because at the end of the night its always back into the sword he goes.
4) He can be uptight to the nth degree but for the most part if you get him drunk he will show off his bagpipe playing skills.
5) He LOVES WOLVES mostly because they Existed in Scotland when he was alive. He is very upset they are not in the highlands anymore and cries about it a lot. He has wolf boy energy to me.

Bombinomicon:
1) IDK if i'm just insane but I think he's Mexican.
2) I always saw him as a Demon inhabiting a book over just being a book. Something from the official art mentioned that every copy of the Bombinomicon comes free with a ghost haunting it but I dunno... he's so demoncore to me.
3) He loves to act like he hates Merasmus' guts just to rile her up. He is desperately in love with her and loves making her jealous because he's just an asshole.
4) He and Old Nick are on sight. His stubby 5'4" ass will go toe to toe with that old fuck for Merasmus he ain't playin
5) I call him "Sivo" because it's a shortened form of the Spanish word "Explosivo" :3